December 2010
I just realized that i won’t let myself get close enough to someone for them to hurt me and take everything away from me. I will never let someone be my “everything” ever again.. whats the point.
once they leave, you have nothing.
Go ahead and push me away and wonder why I’m not there when you change your mind.
I am tired of being a second choice. I am tired of everyone being better than me. I am tired of feeling like i am not good enough. I am tired of not feeling worth it. I am tired of wondering about you. I am tired of life. I am tired of 2010. I am tired of being a secret. I am tired of being lonely.
I wish someone would notice me and make me feel like there is no one else.
i love canada.
